Shadow of doubt
How can I be so misdirected
So blinded to make the right call
How can I got so mystified
To finally take the fall
How can I be such a moron
Not be able to foresee
This big chunk of problem
Which could be my destiny or my ruin
I have never been put in such a difficult position
No matter what I do or do not, will be wrong
Why now, when I’m almost certain
Of what I want to be and who I want to end up with
Is this a sign
or is this a test
How can one know for sure
How can I know for sure
I have prayed
I have tried
I have read
I have asked
Yet answers come not in clear sentences
It is really my life’s turning point
29/09/2004
